Before i knew that i am.

it is perfect

so perfect in all its subtleties and complexities

me-mine-myself entities too shallow

to grasp the whole.

it is the heart that speaks this time.

urges to stop looking around..running around in circles.

"Halt" - It commands.

i know not if i should listen- is it me - it is meaning to?

difficult situations, complex questions wear 'the me' down.

tired and bitter- drowning in intoxicating pain.

The Consciousness whispers gently from the heart. "can you listen now?"- "will you?"

"Fear not"- so She soothes the aching edges. aching because they are angular- "dont you see?"

"Look no further...close your eyes - feel it."

It has been here all along ...ummmm even before the ego evolved.

before i knew that i am.

before She led me to the Gates.